We must pay close attention to whom we share our intimate energy with. sexual intimacy on this level intricately entwines the auric energies of both sexual partners. It creates a powerful exchange of energy between those involved. These powerful connections, no matter how insignificant we think they are, leave spiritual debris upon the aura for a long time because they are not easily cleansed or balanced. ‘Casual sex’ with many partners can entwine the energies of all these people into your own aura as well, if they are not severed and cleansed properly.
This type of cluttered aura can be felt by others. This explains the subtle energies we give off. A person who sleeps with multiple people carries around a confused aura. The longer and more intimate the contact with another person, the more powerful the interactions of the auric fields become and the harder it is for these connections to untangle and leave. – Author Unknown
I was single and desolate when I decided to enter a verbal contract. A contract that would require me to have a consensual, casual relationship….no strings attached.
My true nature would have never entertained the idea of such a relationship before but, as my loneliness rose to an all-time high, it began to impair my better judgement. To make matters worse, this forced celibate state I was in started to get the best of me. I longed for intimacy, that human connection with someone special. So as impatience moved in, I gave in.
There was no deceiving myself. I knew it wasn’t the ultimate relationship that I had been holding out for. However, I coaxed myself into thinking it couldn’t hurt. Hell, it was better than being alone, I thought. I told myself that I could do this. Stay focused, detached and simply enjoy his company. Be in the moment, while keeping my options open. It seemed like the perfect agreement while waiting for Mr. Ideal to show up and make his presence known.
Things were fine at first. Our times together consisted of a mélange of intriguing conversation and intimacy. What had the makings of a brief fling suddenly had all the characteristics of a meaningful relationship.
This was one of the dangers of being in such a sexy arrangement – that moment when a thin line comes into play. Where things go from being casual to feeling like a serious something. This is where the unthinkable happened… like a thief in the night, feelings emerged and I was then forced to realize my feelings for him. My gut told me he had feelings for me as well. My gut also said that although I am a committed relationship kind of girl, he will never be a committed relationship kind of guy and therein lies the problem.
How does one deal when the playing field suddenly changes? Do you try and renegotiate your arrangement? How does one even go about such a thing after setting such noncommittal ground rules? Do you sit down and try and discuss new terms under a new relationship contract or do you stop dead and center and walk away?
As with most endeavors, there are a few lessons to be learned from this:
*.There is no such thing as just a casual relationship
*.Never allow your loneliness to lead you to settling
*.People are who they are and believe what they tell you
It is a lot harder to get someone out of your life than it is to let them in. So take your time and choose wisely.